I feel that I am super strange to make him as my eye candy! Or maybe there's no one better good looking than him?
Remember when I first enter this company, I first met him during the on site walk and I remembered I didn't really notice him that much, the most he only guided us about the map. I think I started to notice him only like after we have all move to the site office I guess? Because before that, although we are working in the same building but we are at different work stations which is quite far though.
I also don't know since when did I started noticing him actually. He is really not my ideal type of guy that I will always look out for, REALLY! I think what attracts him to me is probably his tattoo (haha i think it's sounds stupid), and his overall built. And sometimes I do find that he has a really cute voice and smile. About his personalities, I don't know because I did not have a chance to even work with him actually.
And there is there is the one thing I think that probably really attracts me is the sense of security that I feel that he can gives to people. Although I never work with him before, but in his department, his position is one of the highest, therefore most people actually goes to him for assistance. It's like he is the one even if storm or hurricane, he can still hold an 'big blanket' to protect you. HAHAHA what a crappy saying but ya!
As I say we did not talk, because you know in workplace unless you have working relationship or you are in the same department with the person, you can make conversation, but me and him is totally no. Although now we both are located at the same level in the site office, but there is still no way to start a conversation. We do know each other's name, ya but it's just I know you, you know me lor. You get what I mean.
Few weeks back, I'm was curious actually, went to just randomly search whether does he has any Facebook or Instagram, I found both luckily. I was contemplating whether should I add him on fb or insta? or should I just don't add. At the end, I went to follow him on instagram. And you know why? I was damn bu xiao xin, damn damn, I was just looking scrolling down looking at his photos in his profile, then suddenly WENT TO LIKE ONE PHOTO (the photo was damn long one that he is posted, so ya OBVIOUSLY HE KNOWS THAT I AM SCROLLING THROUGH HIS PROFILE!!!) At first I think don't care la, just dislike back, but then.. I seems to click "like" for a while and I was scared that it has already notified him that someone liked his photo and he might probably knows that me because of my username. Then in the end I added lorrr...
And after I added.. there is good and bad sides i guess? Why good? Good thing is he just followed me back like nothing happen, and the bad thing is that.. NOW I FEEL MORE AWKWARD WHEN I SEE HIM, IS LIKE WE NEVER TALK SO WHY I GO ADD HIM IN INSTAGRAM!!!!!!!!!
Oh, and I don't know is I think too much or what. I told my friends about this eye candy, and she was like he like not your type de leh, and I said YA RIGHT!! She also said, "...why will he go notice me?" There is a reason why she said that (or maybe it's just both of us who think too much i guess), few weeks back, I made some desserts and I posted the photos on instagram and to my surprise, he went to comment on my photo! Although he just said why he did not saw them in the pantry, but still why would he even bother to go comment when we don't even talk before, ya right?! I did comment back that saying that I did brought to the office, and he replied again say he hope to see them on Monday, and in my mind I was like does he really wanna try them? In the end, I didn't make them again but instead I went to bake mini muffin, NOT JUST FOR HIM, but because I really love baking and I would love to bake during the weekends.
I did bring some to the workplace because it's really quite a lot, and I wanna let my colleagues in my department try also. And I was damn paisei during the lunch break! After having lunch, he came by, and I DON'T KNOW WHAT AM I DOING. I was like, hey.. come try my mini muffins. As if he is my friend like that, OMG. But in the end, I just try to stay calm and ask him how was it after he tried, he just said not bad which is actually fine uh because me and him also not that close though. And But I was damn paisei and stupid lor, SHAGGED.
I don't know la, I just feel that I am very ridiculous to have him as my eye candy ;/ And I feel damn awkward..
Actually I just wanna make a friend with him la, but I think I shall just let him be my eye candy lor. Never mind at least I can no come to work happily HAHAHA
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